My hair has officially reached mid-back length. Putting up with this stuff is finally starting to pay off. My goal is to get it to my lover back, which will take a few more years. Slightly less if I start taking Bioten again.

I got to do something most people don't find that exciting. It's one of my favorite things though. I got to restock the first aid kit and add some pediatric stuffs to it.

I got a brand new pediatric ambu bag, a new blood pressure cuff and stethescope (good ones too!), a ton of 4x4s, curlex, trauma pads, bandages, non-latex gloves, etc. I even managed a compartmentalized toolbox to store the expanded kit.

Just sharing the joy with all of you.

We've been getting ready to move to Colorado. I'm working pretty hard to get ahead at work so I can take the few days for the move off. This next week I'm going to run around and do some final visiting and picture taking before we start packing down.

Kerowyn is doing well. She's a good baby and doesn't cry as much as a lot of babies, and she is starting to develop a little personality about her.

Angie and Gizzo are both hanging in there too. Parenthood has made them tired, and having a baby around keeps me just at the edge of sleep deprived as well.

Somewhere in all the moving, I've run short on clothing. I've been picking up a few outfits one piece at a time when I see something at the thrift shop or another store. I'm actually happy with some of the pretty clothes I found, and I've managed to do it spending next to nothing.

There's not much more going on with everyone. We've had a few visitors here and there, but we have mostly been buckling down and taking care of family issues.

It seems that Angie cannot get healthcare in this state, so we are all moving back to Colorado. It's funny that all this is going down this way, just as things have gone. We are heading out there just after the middle of November. We are not sure on the area we're goign to, but I'm actively picking houses out.

Well, there are plenty of updates I guess. Things have been so busy and eventful. I made vacation rounds and came across some beautiful things and places.

The first stop was Seattle, WA







In driving, I got to go through South Dakota, see 1880 town, and play dress up!










Then I got to Tennessee. Dawn and Thomas came up and we walked around Nashville. Ireland has grown so much, so I got a picture of that too.






While I was in town, Kerowyn Anna Galzerano was born to Gizzo and Angie. I went to Kentucky to help them out, and I'll be staying here to help take care of her.

The job is going very well. My newest project is fatfetishdolls.com which will relaunch after i get hosting issues settled.

I'm flying to Seattle tomorrow for 10 days then visiting Nashville for a couple weeks to see old friends and throw Angie (Belle) a baby shower. She's 7 months along.

Running now to get a shower, finish up the last of my laundry, reset DVR recordings, cook breakfast, and make sure everything is packed.

Angel

I met some new people over dinner last night. I sat down with the gentleman and his girl at The Red Onion to get a closer picture of what's going on in the area and to feel the gentleman out for fit at play partners or something.

The evening went quite well and I'm pleased with the beginning friendships.

There is a "sub munch" in town I'll be attending this coming Monday in the evening, and I'm hoping that goes well. All things considered, I've had a productive week where dates and fun are concerned.

If all continues in this fashion, I'll be able to scope out the new lifestyle restaurant in Tampa. It's an eatery with play space and reportedly good hot wings. You can find it at www.altpathway.com to see more. It sounds like a really fun place to be, and cover is only $15, with $5 going toward your meal.

Well, that's all the major updates for now. More to come.

Angel

I went on a semi-impromptu date tonight. It was perfect in that casual sort of way. I wore a sweet looking red dress. We had tea at the restaurant close by while a live band played big band and jazz tunes. Afterward we went for a long walk and to the star gazing observation point nearby. I let him hold my hand and kiss me...

It was very sweet and romantical and a needed distraction. He's cute too lol.

It's not love, but it's fun. I have someone to be sweet with for a moment, and I have someone who thinks I'm pretty. This was a first date, so no plans are being made further out than next Saturday.

All and all it's nice and it's sweet and it's warm.

In about a week I'll fly out of town. I'm nervous about going, but very excited. I sort of with I could go tomorrow and just get this whole thing over with. I feel like me just waiting is tantamount to asking the universe to throw a problem into my grand plan. Everything seems on track though and I'm happy for the opportunity that this position presents to me. As chaotic as I've felt inside for the past while, the prospect of new waters and getting back to the work I enjoy settles my stomach, so to speak.

My photoshoot last night was a bust. We got a late start, so we just ended up going out for coffee and chatting. I'm not sure when I'll get the chance to fly in and visit, so I'm trying as best I can to see a few people before I leave.

I'll still be going to Virginia in June and I'll book that ticket as soon as possible after getting there because the one I got here won't transfer with me and let me just take the flight out of Florida.

I would like to come back here for Thunder, but that depends entirely on work. I'm just glad I had put off buying my ticket. Luckily I'll be in the same state as FetishCon and Bike Week in Daytona.

Whatever happens, I'll certainly have a full summer if I've anything to say about it, lol.

Well, I'm off to get some work done and pack more.

Angel

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Well, I'm officially moving. The plane ticket has been booked, living space has been prepared, and I'm about half packed.

I'm excited about the possibilities moving brings, but slightly less excited that the possibilities are in someplace more... tropical. I get warm easily. I'm sure the ocean breeze and good air conditioner will make things slightly more tolerable.

The apartment is very pretty and I'll post pictures as soon as I get settled.

I will miss Colorado. I've had a lot of fun here and snow in mid-April is always a treat. We got a lot of it last night.

I fly out Tuesday April 28th for my new home.

In these times of harsh economic situations, I consider myself luckier than most. I have a good job that pays my bills and leaves me with some extra money to do fun things. I thought I'd be settled for a minute, being tied to a 9-5er. In a stroke of undeserved luck, I've been offered another job that pays me more. An SEO group needs a writer and they are set on me. The opportunity has me reconnected with the work I love and an old friend. The job even offers me the benefit of a brand new computer system.

There's one catch. (isn't there always) I've been asked to move to Florida.

Most people would consider the straight blessing of all this, but I have considerations to make and hesitations about moving to a hot swampy state, lol. Everything taken into account I'll probably take the position as it pays twice or more than what I'm making now and asks about half the working hours from me. I mean, who can turn that kind of offer down?

I've met some great people here in Colorado, and I hesitate to leave a place so beautiful for a vision of hot beaches and sunburns.

I'll post more updates on this new job offer as I get them, but if things go right this move will come up very quickly.

~Angel

I took my first test at work yesterday. It was 35 questions to decide if you could use the computer systems, intranet, and all the applications that we'll use to do our jobs. I got a 97%. Yay!!!

We go onto the floor everyday and take calls with a "Mentor" next to us helping. I'm doing them almost all by myself and my QA reports the mentors do are all coming back very good.

We're almost out of week 2 in our training class so its all going by quickly. I cant wait to be done with all this and on the floor in my actual shift.

I'll work mornings *gags*, but it'll at least let me go out in the afternoon and at night as well as giving me room for a bit of overtime.

That's really all new. I get up, eat breakfast, check my mail, go to work, come up, pick up something, and go to bed.

Life has been kicking my ass lately, but fortunately I don't run out of steam.

I'm coming out of a SEVERE bout of depression. I haven't had one this bad since the beginning of high school when my mental issues were diagnosed. I've come through this one relatively unscathed and while time gets dark sometimes, I am grateful for the lessons I've learned about myself in the past that help me handle my present with more grace each time.

I have a new job. I'm back in the customer service world. Phone work isn't tops, but it puts food on the table and keeps a roof over my head, so I can't complain too loudly.

My new job comes with one downside. I have to wait on my ink til I have a professional wardrobe fit to cover any new body art. Part of the dress code is "no visible tattoos".

My apartment complex is done raping me. If you were following that drama, breathe a sigh of relief for me. I'm no longer living in that shit-hole. I'm looking for something closer to my job as well though.

Once on the floor in the call center, I'll be working mornings... this means only one good thing... I can actually go out! I work in as many evenings at the club or with friends as I can, but it will certainly nice to make more regular weekly appearances.

Going out, will hopefully mean playing more. Frankly, I miss blood and bruises lol.

That's all the updates for now, but more should come soon with all the changes.

I haven't posted in awhile, so I'm gonna get most of this down in one post.

My apartment complex is anal raping me over a clerical mistake on THEIR end. The reason they want to be stupid?... who knows. The end result is I'm moving out of here. More on the moving issues below.

I officially have a new job. It took a minute for my drug test to come back, so I'm starting a week later than I supposed, but it's all good. I start working for Dish Network in Thornton as a CSR starting on February 9th. 5 Weeks of training and I'm on the floor.

The plan is to save and move closer to work. How much closer depends on talking to Angie and how much help she and Giz suppose they'll need with a baby on the way.

Oh.. next piece of info. Angie's pregnant. We think it's a boy. She's registered at Target under "Belle and Bow's Baby Registry". I'm gonna be planning a baby shower and planning to be an aunt. How crazy is that?!

Jeez.. a month into the new year and we're already looking at big changes.

That's really the big things. Other than the major stuff, life goes on as always. Things are going to look up this year. I'm sure of it.

Tonight we celebrated the ending of one year and the beginning of another one. 2009 is upon us and like each year before it there have been ups, downs, and so many changes. We started the evening with a toast and it went downhill from there. Each of us start the year with plans and dreams. Lets hope we are better for it all a year from now.

















I wish you all a prosperous year and hope each of you lives it to the fullest.

~Angel

We had a very peaceful Christmas. We slept in. I cooked a ham. A friend dropped in for a few hours.

Here's the family Christmas photo....

I guess for those who dont know.... left to right.... Angie, Gizzo, me.

No matter what you celebrate, no matter why you celebrate it, I hope you do it with all your heart and soul.

Happy Holidays Friends



We did our presents early.

I got Angie and Gizzo each new knives. I got Gizzo pajamas and Angie some thermal underwear and they both got lots of other little things.

I got dead sea salt stuff for my hands and nails, a leather working book, a pretty fan, gloves from hot topic, two stuffed monkeys, a box of Lush soaps, and a ceramic bowl for jewelry and whatnots.

Tomorrow we'll be having a small, quiet dinner together. I'm making ham instead of the goose I planned with dressing, potatoes, corn, green beans, and wassail.

I'm happy to have people around me I love and friends to call tomorrow and wish happiness too.

At 7pm this evening Angie's flight will land in Colorado, and we will whisk her away to her new home.

Gizzo is very excited as am I. He gets his slave with him, and I get one of my best friends.

All the planning for this has come down to a little house cleaning and enough time to bake a cake.

Welcome home Angie

The holidays have me bouncy and happy, just waiting for the big day... but there seems to be a shadow lurking. Something is wrong with my head and I cant figure it out. Its like a cloud around my head I cant stab through. I'm watching things happen and going through the motions of my life but I'm not feeling it. There are days I walk through and places where I would normally feel happiness, sadness, joy, anger, regret... I'm just not feeling anything. It has me a bit concerned. Maybe I just need to reset.

There are exceptions. There are bigger things, certain things that I feel happy about. Angie coming up makes me very happy. Christmas makes me happy. Everything else is just a blur of motion and decisions. It's as if I'm distant, set off from the things going on and the people in my life.

I have a lot invested physically, mentally, and emotionally in my life so what's wrong? What is this thing I cant put my finger on that's making me stop feeling.